How hard it is to move on after a breakup. The fact of not being able to visit some places, listen to some songs, or having to undo life plans… all this is what the pop-rock artist Miss Machina expresses in her new release ‘Nirvana’.
The truth is that the song could not be better done and conceived in terms of lyrics. It is a walk through painful separations in which the broken pieces seem to have no way of mending themselves again. But it is precisely that authenticity that makes the song so relatable. ‘Nirvana’ tells the story of a love that has ended, but that has been very important and beautiful, so much so that you recognize it in almost every aspect of your daily life. The song begins with a vivid portrayal of the singer’s attempt to escape the memories associated with her former love.
“I’ve been driving past your parent’s house / Ended up here at your front door somehow”. This opening verse immediately sets the tone for the song, while beautifully capturing the bittersweet nostalgia of seeing remnants of the loved one in everyday life. The internal struggle questioning whether the memories are reciprocated is also very present. ‘I think about you all the time / Do I ever cross your mind?.’ A common question that crosses our minds when we have ended a relationship, which somehow still resonates in our hearts. Miss Machina said the song was born from one heartbreaking relationship.
“It was a relationship that I loved and cherished, but we grew apart because we changed and life changed… and we needed to go our separate ways… and that sucked. And the hardest part was all the wonderful things that lingered.
The song details the experiences and things in life that now all hold memories of my previous partner, now ex. Things as simple as driving through a neighbourhood, walking in a grocery store, listening to a band… all now feel painful and different because the person who I shared so much of my life is no longer there” – Miss Machina
The chorus, with its simple yet impactful repetition of the line “I can’t listen to Nirvana,” becomes a powerful metaphor for the pain of associating once-cherished experiences with the specter of lost love. The choice of Nirvana, a band emblematic of an era and its emotional intensity, adds depth to the song’s emotional resonance.
Miss Machina is currently working on her debut project, which serves as a musical and lyrical reflection of her experiences as a young woman navigating a world heavily influenced by the internet. With roots in musical theatre from her time in Chicago, Machina has developed a distinctive approach to musical storytelling that characterizes her signature style.
Having relocated to Los Angeles, she quickly gained recognition for her unique take on pop production and her ability to craft personal and resonant lyrics. Expanding her artistic endeavours, Machina has ventured into directing and acting, showcasing her dramatic flair in the visuals accompanying her recent singles. These visuals provide a multidimensional experience, revealing layers of depth to her musical storytelling.
Beyond her musical pursuits, she embraces a different persona as AntiDepressedAsh on Twitch. Through live streams, she invites fans to join her in playing her favourite games, offering a glimpse into her diverse interests and passions outside of her music career. Whether in the studio, on stage, or in the virtual realm.
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