GOD, Are You Watching?

A KALTBLUT exclusive. Photography by Son Jin Kyu. The model is Nila Shevchenko. Video by Gong Gyeong Hwa. Make up and Hair by Su Jeong Kim. Designed by Chae Rin Park. All fashion by PCR:042.


“I am a fashion designer. In addition to my studies, I work as a stylist and create custom-made costumes for performances and artistic projects. Through my work, I use fashion as a language — a medium to communicate with myself and others, confronting the traces of personal trauma. Each collection serves as a conversation between the body, memory, and healing, with garments embodying emotional architecture.

In this editorial, GOD, Are You Watching?, I translated the emotional conversations I’ve had with my childhood misfortunes into garments.
Moments where the playground — a space meant for joy — felt more like a prison are reflected through asymmetric silhouettes and oversized volumes, echoing a childlike form haunted by unease. The second look explores my “good girl complex,” in which I appeared angelic on the outside while feeling empty within.


To express this, I connected three raincoats to create wings worn backwards, placing a hood at the front to visually represent the negative space — a symbol of emotional hollowness. The final look features a draped latex coat, where the subtle transparency reflects my tears.


This piece embodies my quiet rebellion, a time when I dared to question — even deny — the presence of God. My brand, PCR:042, is a conceptual fashion project born from emptiness, built on pillars of raw clarity and resistance. It focuses on made-to-order garments, performance-infused fashion, and unique, one-of-a-kind pieces that navigate silence, tension, and transformation.”

Photography by Son Jin Kyu / https://perxostudioparis.com / Instagram: @raphael__son
Video by Gong Gyeong Hwa / gongsonparis.com / Instagram: @gynghwa
Model is Nila Shevchenko (no Agency) / Instagram: @nilashevchenko
Make up / Hair by Su Jeong Kim / Instagram: @touch_change / @melane_robe_paris
Designed by Chae Rin Park / Instagram: @cherrycherry_park
Assistant by Tymur Baydych / Instagram: @baydych_
by Choi Jae Hoon / Instagram: @hoon.0i

Brands used are: PCR:042 @pcr042